Adventures in Anxiety
when people don't understand. when they tell you "satan is having a field day in your mind". when they tell you "if you just had good, sound biblical teaching"... and you just stare back at them. shocked by their words... their inability to grasp what you are saying. no... no... that isn't what i'm saying. dang.it. forget it. forget i said anything. and you walk away wondering what they will tell others. this happened to me last night. it happens a whole lot. well meaning people who are trying to fix me. trying to convince me that "getting over" anxiety is easy. i was more stunned last night than usual. i'm still shaking my head just thinking about it. right now... i can feel myself shaking my head as i type this. honestly? i don't need "fixed". i'm alright. like i said in my facebook video the other day... i have been living with this for 24 years. living. really living. there are moments, yes, wh