His Grace is ENOUGH for me!
I am sitting here this morning thinking and praying about how to say all I want to say right now. I feel like I might have had a breakthrough with my fears this morning. I have had more than a few "lightbulb moments" in my struggle with anxiety. This revalation was brought on by my hearing about Stephanie Spielman's death last night. As soon as I heard it, my stomach was in knots. I wish I could say that it is because I felt bad for her family and friends, but if I am being honest... I was thinking about me. I KNOW!!! How absolutely RIDICULOUS!!! When things like this happen, I immediately try to imagine myself and my family going through it... and I get scared...it's so selfish... it's what any good hypochondriac would do... bring the focus back to me! One thing that I was taught long ago in my battle with hypochondria was that God will not give me the grace for my imagination....